Wednesday, June 16, 2010
I think I'm finally getting ready to be myself. not that i'm not always myself but i tend to hide certain aspects of myself usually the more important parts to keep away from the ridicule and embarrassment that might happen if i share it. i think it goes back to me being a kid and just getting picked on by my brothers, I'm sure they didn't mean anything by it they were just being big brothers but i hated that feeling so much and over time i closed up more and more. i'm over that shy feeling i always get in new places and new groups of people. the fear of just relaxing and being myself. for real. im a grown woman and starting right now i'm done with it. and also if i'm going to be a performer i cant be afraid to share who i am and put it all out there.